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so what happen within this 1 year? seriusly i dont know where to start.so lets check the last date i've blog.hurm september. ok i'll strt with october.

erm on october .huh. this is sad.i think now i damn know why i dont really have the heart to blog. i've lost my beloved auntie on 25/0ct. and seriusly we didnt mentally prepared for that. ya. she's been sick for few months already.but its not that critical.and when this happen. its totally blew me off. and its kinda hard to accpet it.when i'm tooooo close to her. maybe some of my friends know how close we are. because i've stayed with her since i was a child. so can u imagine how close we are?huhuh.okok i better stop here if not.i will banjir later.heheh

ok then after that erm. oh my parents pergi haji. so i need to take care of my siblings la. since they gone for 40++ days. and we celebrated hari raya haji wothout them la kan.heheh and first time without my auntie.

then i its new year.erm nothing much happen during that first few month i think.owh. super junior was here in malaysia.but i'm so benggang coz i tak dapat pegi.huhuh. takper i tunggu ss3 plak.hahhaha.even i did'nt go to the concert.i manage to stalk them.hahahh crazy sungguh bila ingat2 balik.hahhaha

and i think during this year also i totally can get rid of him.heheh. after so many years i think i berjaya lupekan dia dan tak de rasa ape2 lagi.just pray that this feeling will stay like that.hahha.dah tak nak ulang lagi dah.

then i kena prepare for my big brother wedding. since he's not here in malaysia. so me and my mum need to handle everything.yes!!! EVERYTHING! from the goodies to the pelamin, catering, invitation card and many more. it was fun actually. coz survey barang kahwin semua cantik2. kadang2 rasa macam waahhh. nak kawin juga la.ahahahha. and all u think just want to make this wedding beautiful and runs smoothly.even there are alot of thing that turn my mood upside down.and feel very tension.all of it just made me more matured and aware of my responsibility.heheheh,and since this is the first wedding in my family everybody also exited either my mum's side (second wedding) or my father's side ( first wedding).so the big day is on 25/07/10. and i'm happy!*period. oh by the way my sister in law is from kemamam terengganu.



oh then ramadhan. alhamdulillah. i have the oppurtinity to meet u again.nothing much this year. my SIL went to japan on first week of ramdhan.since her visa complete already.and my bro so happy about that.hahha. yer la.tak payah nak pikir ape nak makan bukak puasa.hahhaha.
then i dapat la few times breakfast with my family and adik2 ku.hehehe.

then owh raya!!! as usual. pegi sembahyang raya, balik rumah, then pegi ziarah kubur. owh first hari raya without her.so different. its ok i can go through it.hehhehe.just be strong. and this rasa i feel a little bit kureeeng sikit than previous raya. tak tahu la nape.heheh. tapi still la mcam raya2 tahun sebelum ni. visit rumah atok sedara, rumah kawan, and owh.. my friend wedding on raya ke-4. hehe. lagi sorang dah kawin.hehhehe. my turn? oh. still loooong way to go.hahhaha

i think that all. just major thing la i wrote.all that little tiny things that happen i dont think i wanna put here.dosen't really matter kot.hahaha.

so till then.chow.panjangnyer.malas nak baca balik.hahhaha